As my BH flies to Denmark for a very important business presentation, I am reflecting on how important he is to me. Of course I know he is important to me and that I love him deeply, but because of the contrast (like without darkness you may not appreciate the light) of him going away there is a stronger intensity to my love for him. For example, I started attracting all of these juicy memories from when we were first starting to get together. That is what I want to reflect on today, because it doesn’t matter whether the thought is from the past, the present, or the future, what matters is NOW! As Abraham teaches, my point of attraction is right now. So why not enjoy some of these juicy memories that are bubbling up and bring that yummy vibration to my NOW.
The Motorcycle Ride:
Riding on the back of his motorcycle in the wee hours of the night and falling deeply in love with him (and later finding out that he was falling in love with me too). My arms are wrapped tightly around his chest and we are moving as one along the many curves of the Bonny Doon mountain roads. I can feel how stable and comfortable he is while maneuvering this hunk of steel, he owns it. I feel like time is stretching and I say to myself, “I want to feel this good more.” All I can hear in the helmet is my own breathing, but my heart is racing loudly. The fog is thick along the coastline, my teeth are chattering, and my legs are like ice (darn ripped jeans), but I am blending my life with the man of my dreams so I really don’t give a damn. It feels like there is no one in the world except for us right now on this cold dark road and yet I feel stronger and safer than ever. Like together we can do anything.
I didn’t really know how powerful that moment would be in my life, what a touchstone it has become for myself, and my BH, but my Soul definitely did. The feeling that I can conjure from this moment is a pure and powerful force of deep love that surges through me. I know that that spark of passion is what the fabric of our lives is made of. It feels like those hours on that night were like a bomb that was set off and it burst out in all directions, pre-paving our future together. A ginormous wave of loving energy was laying out a vibrational road all around us, including lots of passionate adventures. If you know us or meet us maybe you will feel the essence of this passionate bomb in our vibration, because it’s there. Thank you BH for being my cool rider (Grease 2 reference) and damn I am a good creator!
Prior To The Ride:
He had just spent a very long hour showing me his box of photos of Yellowstone National Park and I tried to be interested even though I was really just interested in being near him and staring at him. One of us mentioned our favorite road to drive in Santa Cruz and we both described the exact same loop. He just happened to have some motorcycle boots from his old fiancée (yes there is a juicy story) and gloves. He grabbed his extra helmet and we took off even though we had been talking for ages and it was late we had all the energy in the world. I loved the way he looked in all of his gear and to this day I still love riding behind him just so I can watch him from a distance in all of his hotness.
These two songs remind me of that beautiful time exploring a new relationship with my man and I was listening to them while writing. “Call the Ships to Port” by Covenant (my BH is introduced me to Industrial music) and “Bring on the Night” by The Police.